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Just About My Current Mood




Hi everyone.

 As you may understand from the title, this essay will not be a planned one. I am just really happy now, and i wanna share it with you.

 First of all, why i am happy today? I had really nice conversation with one of my favorite proffessor and this is the main reason of my happiness. He is not teaching us for this year. But i have known him from the last year. And also he gave me an English law book. Anyway, i saw him at the faculty garden, went to near him and just wanna say hi. Then of course we talked about my future job. Cause when you arrived to your last year, most of your conversation would occur from the future and jobs.

 So, we talked and he asked about my success from the exams. He also asked my thoughts about after the graduation. I said him that i wanna become a proffessor but i am not sure yet. I also said, i wanna do my master on the abroad. And what he said is, the exact reason of why i had very big smile on my face the rest of the day. He encouraged me and said, "You definitely should go to abroad. I believe in you and if you need any help during that process, i am gonna help you."

You know people, you could wish sometihing. And you dream about these affairs. But when you tell them to anybody, he/she can reduce your motivation. Or the worst one is, he/se may ridicule about your dreams. This is really awful situation that a person could live. Because when people hoped about something, what they expect is the supports of the others. Of course you can do it all alone. But still, spiritual motivation helps so much. And that's why my professor's support meant a lot to me.

 And i had really lovely time at the rest of the day. We went to the cinema and ate dinner with my close friends. It was an excellent day for me. Also i bougth a lot chocolates and milk for spoil myself. You can see them above the essay.

 But the important thing is, what i decided the end of the day. I am an unstable person, dear reader. So my decisions can change all the time. That is a fact. But i believe my this thought is gonna be stabil for a long time. Lets say, at least for a while.

As i said to my professor, i am gonna go to somewhere on the abroad and do my master and doctorate in there. And if i can make it, i am gonna stay there for the rest of my life. If i can not make it, i am gonna come back and teach to students in here. But still i am gonna try to go and stay there.

 This is something that i truly want. But if you ask me this staff about like ten years ago, my answer probably would like, "that is impossible". Really i am serious. Because this is something that beyond my dreams; not only going abroad, but also being a professor. The reason of this hidden in my inside. Only God knows it. But today, i am doing this. I am not promising anything . But what the hell? I am gonna do anything that it requires.

I accepted a fact that every choose i make for the future is mine. And no matter what, at least i am gonna try it. I may be succesful, or i may not. I just don't know. My eyes can't see that far. But i wanna being on the road. And i think, being on the road is hollier than arrived.

I also believe i will feel God's help with me during this process. Cause whenever i try to make a point about my life, somehow i become succesful at it. I guess i am kinda lucky person.
And i also wanna add one more thing. Life was not easy for me by now. Yes, i am really in a good position right now. But it was not a simple journey. 
I am sure this was hard for everyone. But somehow i think my voyage was a bit more bumpy than others. It can change for anyone. That is just my personel opinion.

 As a last words, i am glad that eventually i know what i am gonna do. Another thing about i know is, being on the road is more important than arrived.
And you know what, if this is a journey, i wanna live all difficulties. I wanna live these challenges and when i arrived the end, i wanna say "Wow what a journey! But guess what? I made it."

 There is a famous sentence in Turkish. I am gonna try to write the exact translate of it. 

 The person who is considering about his end, cannot be a hero. 

 I am living this life for become a hero. So i am in, to everthing. 

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