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7 Lessons Learned From 2021

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In my opinion, 2021 was one of my fullest years. I have tasted ultimate happiness and sadness at the same time. And as I began to write about them, they started to look like a chapter of my thesis (hello my inner PhD student). Because I always have a lot to tell. Anyway, I know I will forget them in a few months. Thus, I wanted to write down 7 lessons that I have deducted from my past year to reflect on them in the future. Obviously, since these are my own experiences, they concern me and me only. Not that I can at the moment but just to clarify, I am not trying to teach anyone anything.

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1-Nothing defines you entirely.

If you let some of the characteristics or titles define you, it will harm you depending on that item. Let's say you define yourself as a strong person. The moment you show weakness, it will make you feel much worse than it would normally feel. I embraced the fact that I am not any of my personalities or roles. Because I am not any of them 7/24. There are different roles, jobs, personalities and features that I have. But none of them completely identifies me. I wear one of them as a hat for a while, the other one for another time. But that’s it. They are not me. I am just a regular human being.

2-You cannot truly know people until you really know them.

People are unpredictable. You might assume they are nice or decent. And most of them are. But some people are just freaks and there's nothing you can do about it. It's 2022 and getting to know somebody is still a trial-and-error process. And no, social media doesn’t help at all. And words and actions are often different. I've learnt that words mean nothing until they're put into action. And I no longer feel that "having a good intention" is sufficient. My motto is now, ‘I believe it when I see it.’

3-People’s contributions might look different in the real world.

Everybody is trying their best out there. Most people are trying to make a positive impact on their relationships, society and the world. However, they do not necessarily have to be identical or even comparable. Because everybody has their own strengths and weaknesses. Hence, we cannot accept people acting the same way in similar situations. That wouldn’t be realistic. More importantly, that wouldn’t be fair to that person.

4-It never goes as bad as you imagined.

In life, we are constantly challenging ourselves one way or another. We are pursuing something big that we always wanted to do, but the anxiety, fear of failure and the dread of the unknown are usually all too much to bear. And that’s perfectly fine. We just need to keep in mind that probably most of our fears will not come true. Because it almost never gets to that point. We just enjoy imagining things in the worst-case scenario.

5-It’s vital to stay in present.

That’s the one I value the most and which has recently entered my life. Mindfulness, I now believe, is the key to a peaceful mind. It is natural to feel furious, upset, or anxious in response to some circumstances. But the crucial thing is that these experiences should be happening right now. If you are continually sad about something that happened two years ago or always worried about something that will happen three months from now, you are not living in the now. To be aware of things, you must bring yourself back to the present time. One way to do this is to simply concentrate on your breathing. Surprisingly, though, it is not simple. I can think a million different things while trying to focus on my breathing. But that’s fine, too. It gets better with practice.

6-Thoughts are real but they are not always accurate.

For me, this is yet another lifesaver. Being aware of this is just a huge relief. It's like a giant weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Whenever I have a negative thought, I try to remind myself that it is just some unrealistic stuff that my brain made up. And I'm allowing that negative thinking to float away like clouds in the sky. I'm letting them go so I can stay present and not be affected by something that never happened

7-Filtering is important and not just for coffee.

How could someone filter their coffee every morning but not their words, especially when speaking to themselves? Yes, we often filter our speech when expressing our thoughts and feelings to avoid hurting others. But what I always forget about is that never filtering anything when I am talking to myself (this is not weird anymore, right?). But that’s even more important than filtering it to the outside world. What do you think if you constantly tell yourself that you are lazy? One day you will start to believe it and even though it's not true, it will be. So, all those cheesy affirmations that you see here and there actually do work. If you absolutely need to state that you are lazy, consider narrowing it down to something like ‘I was lazy this time’ or ‘I can be pretty lazy occasionally’. Because you are not a lazy person 7/24, are you? However, the brain believes you when you say so.

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I could go on and on, but I don't want this to turn into another chapter in my thesis. So that’s it for now.

 

    

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