Dear Future

 Dear future Fatıma,

 Hi.

 I hope you are fine and feeling great. Because in the present you are feeling really awesome. That's not because of your life is going perfect. No. Your life is just going okey. But this is good enough, right?

 You just graduated from the university and now you're ready to apply to somewhere for internship and master and whatever. Sometimes you are losing your motivation. But it is okey. Every person in this life may lose her/his motivation time by time. Don't blame yourself, i am telling you. I don't know what's happening now in the future but i'm sure one hundred percent, it is not your fault. I'm sure you're doing your best, as you did for your whole life.

If something goes wrong in the future, it can be some result of my present behaviour or it can be any circumstances that happens beyond you. It is perfectly normal. Let it go. Let them happen. As Aj Hoge said, "You just need to change your mindset and realise, okey this is now a hard challenge. But this could be still a great experience."

And there is an another issue. Do not forget the fact that you are the most important person in your life. So love yourself. It is important because if you don't love yourself, you cannot love nobody properly. Self respect is the most essential thing that you should take care of for your whole life. Firstly, respect to yourself and the people will respect to you anyway.

Now i am 22. I don't know how old you are now but i believe you are healthy and feeling so energic. If you start to feeling old, just start doing sport again regularly and then you will feel well anyway. 

I suppose you will have a lot work to do in the future because law is a long road. But try to catch sun rise, some mornings. Feel the perfection of the universe when sun arise and listen to the birds' sings. It is an excellent medication for you. And it will remind you what you are living for.

Dear future Fatıma. I hope you still love coffee. Because i'm kinda obsessed with coffee in the past and now. I wish you are giving it the importance that it deserves. Because when you at 22, you drank coffee when you're sad, and also when you're happy, and when you're studying , and when you're blogging and finally when you're dreaming. Its  kinda emotion regulatory for you. Me and past me will be upset if you got bored coffee but still we will love you and support every decision you had take even if it is as much important as coffee. 

Just kidding. You are free.

I don't know whether you are living in Turkey or on abroad. I also don't know whether you had chase your dream or you just stuck at some work that you don't really enjoy. No matter what happens in your life, there is still a reason to be grateful and happy. Dont get depressed because of  job or money or friends or family or whatever. Come on bro. It is just worldly affairs. You can get over it as long as you could breathe. 

Even though you couldnt handle it and it is getting worse and worse, try to remember that it is just temporary matters. You are not living in this world forever. It will end someday. Dont worry.

As a last word, in 2016, you are still my favorite person, no matter what and no matter how.