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Life Goes On

2 min read Today I had a job interview. The job itself and the result are really irrelevant at this point. I might update it here later. * But there are a few points I would like to make . I've been preparing for the last week. More accurately, I've been eating myself alive. This kind of stuff always makes me nervous.  It's not like ‘Oh, I have an interview tomorrow, gotta get some work’ nervous. It's ‘OMG I can't believe I am going to be speaking with these people and they're going to put me to the test regarding the job. What if everything goes wrong. I mean, EVERYTHING!’ nervous. I constantly expect something to go wrong, and that this experience will turn out to be a disaster. But usually, it does not. Last year, I was accepted into a PhD programme and gave three presentations, and I didn't die. I was successful in all of my attempts. But I did have several mental breakdowns beforehand, in case something goes wrong. It looks very funny when I write...